My Own Work:
Memories
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Voices
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The Shattering of a Mind
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The Call of the Shadows
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Love or Illusion?
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Life: The Great Struggle
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I'd Have Died Without You
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With Eyes of Blood
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Life: Unforgiving
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Doppelganger of the Ice
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A Mind of Glass
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Numb
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A Haunting of the Mind
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So Close Yet So Far
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The Forgotten
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Sealed Away
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Untitled
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The Hiss of the Wind
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The Curse of the Light
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Regular Abnormality
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Recovery Pending
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On the Point of Time
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Ground to a Halt
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Nightmare in Disguise
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Opportunities
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Time Worthwhile
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Unclear Intentions
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Admiration For Another (April 30, 2006)
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Second Chances Once Again
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The Curse of Sanity
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Admiration For Another (May 8, 2006)
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Questionable Meaning
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Untitled II
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Drawn To A Close
WARNING!!!:
Ok, long distance readers, my poetry will most likely not include you in it if you know me or have talked to me already. Please don't take any offence from what I've written, as these are all about my immediate life, as in the people I see pretty much every day. It's a mistake I keep hearing about and I always feel like shit afterwards.
I would call this site 'My Best Poems' but they contain thoughts that nearly killed me. I guess I am weak and insecure to the rest of you who might wander out and read these poems. I am quite the opposite. In my shoes, most of you would have gave up and then you wouldn't be able to say what you lived through. I am happy that I can say that I am very much alive right now, and still movin along...
Now, if you have followed my site, you will know all about the first person I named here. I refuse to name that person, but I will tell you all who don't already know. I am not giving up on anything. Once again, I have picked up my pen, and I have wrote a poem for my hopeful subject. "On the Edge of Time" was written on the weekend I had to wait for her response to my words. Once I got a response, things were going well. We talked so easily to each other, and we seemed to have so much in common. Now for the evil part of this occasion. There are people that did in fact try to help me during those four days. However, the "confidence" they gave me was not needed. I had things figured out before the two of us started talking, and unfortunately I allowed my ideas to become tainted by others. Once the end of the trip came around, I fell hard against the rocks. But, unlike last time, I bounced right back to where I was. I didn't really care what others did, because I only did what I chose to, and nothing more. I'm still trying to carry out my wishes of what I want tout of life right now. Hopefully the chance for friendship was not shattered as I fell on the rocks. If it has, then it was a brilliant waste of four days.
Ok, time for an update... Everything is becoming dark once again... I have been betrayed right from the start. It has left me with nothing in life. I have gone back to the way I used to be. I am empty, alone, and once more, bleeding... The self-mutilation has once more began. If this is the last thing I leave here on this site, then tell everyone you know... Be truly honest, and fake nothing when it comes to other people. For if you do, they run the risk of having their entire life crash down upon them, and they will be thrown into the shadows... Very few people are ever the same once they get through that time, and not everyone gets out alive. Remember this and live it every day of your life...